Today started off real bad for me. Woke up and got ready for work. When I wanted to leave for work, to my dismay, I found out that my ID tag is gone T__T

Damn frustrated. Along my way to work, walking with my friend, I keep blabbering where my tag went. But it's not gonna help to bring it back. Dah lah already so distressed about the ID tag thingy, I have to tag with this particular "great colleague" who, supposingly is more senior than me but does things "kelam-kabut-ly". As if that's not enough, another colleague of mine which is much more senior also can't give me peace at work. Really cannot tahan at times but I just stayed patient. What to do? I'm still very new and in Malaysia, there is such thing called hierarchy.

I hate that. Can't wait to get out of here and go to a place where ranking doesn't come out tops.

Being a nurse can really make someone lose weight. To those who wanna lose weight, join nursing. Be a nurse. Believe me, you CAN LOSE WEIGHT :D

OK, that's quite enough. Crappy post here. Guess I lost my ability to blog.

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,

It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over
The longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what we do,

No matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...
That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.

Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.


I Believe...
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.

*Taken from here

Truth Hurts...

Emotions...

What are humans without them? Have been thinking a lot lately. Not to say that I don't think a lot as always. I always have a lot of my mind. Not very good, I know.

Never understand why humans want to know the truth always but is afraid to face the consequences after knowing the real deal. I am one of those. I hate being lied upon. I hate people keeping things from me. But I have to admit that I'm a chicken when it comes to knowing truth. Because, truth hurts that much.

Some people may think that living in denial is much more comfortable. They don't have to think of what will happen when they know the truth. They are just lying to themselves that everything will be alright.

I am definitely not that kinda person. I want to know the truth. I demand to know everything. I don't want to live in denial.

But when the truth hits me, I am in pain. Really. Maybe I should just end this.

Je t'aime plus qu'hier moins que demain

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday
and less than tomorrow

- Rosemond Gerard

Had a longggg day at work these few days. My hamstring muscles are chiding me for the tumultous time they had to go through. Running up and down the stairs. But I must say the torturous time are indeed a good workout. When was the last time I exercised? Hmm..That's a good question but I don't have the answer :P

That's not all. Going without food and water. Not even a millisecond can be spared for me to go pee. How bad is that? As if that's not worse enough, some people had to make me feel emo and mad over silly things. Maybe it's just me. Am I being too emotional and making a big fuss over small things? I don't know and I'm trying to find the answer as well. Hope it works out. Will talk it through.

So much has been happening to me until I feel I just want to take a break and I'm kinda regretting why in the first place I signed up for this. Why did I become a nurse T_T

But then again...

That's not stopping me from advancing in this field. I'm gonna stay strong and soon, all this will be just a phase. I will persevere and move on in order to make my dreams come true. I know I will and I know I can do it.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

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Evelyn
21
1 May 1987

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