Truth Hurts...

Emotions...

What are humans without them? Have been thinking a lot lately. Not to say that I don't think a lot as always. I always have a lot of my mind. Not very good, I know.

Never understand why humans want to know the truth always but is afraid to face the consequences after knowing the real deal. I am one of those. I hate being lied upon. I hate people keeping things from me. But I have to admit that I'm a chicken when it comes to knowing truth. Because, truth hurts that much.

Some people may think that living in denial is much more comfortable. They don't have to think of what will happen when they know the truth. They are just lying to themselves that everything will be alright.

I am definitely not that kinda person. I want to know the truth. I demand to know everything. I don't want to live in denial.

But when the truth hits me, I am in pain. Really. Maybe I should just end this.

Je t'aime plus qu'hier moins que demain

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday
and less than tomorrow

- Rosemond Gerard

Had a longggg day at work these few days. My hamstring muscles are chiding me for the tumultous time they had to go through. Running up and down the stairs. But I must say the torturous time are indeed a good workout. When was the last time I exercised? Hmm..That's a good question but I don't have the answer :P

That's not all. Going without food and water. Not even a millisecond can be spared for me to go pee. How bad is that? As if that's not worse enough, some people had to make me feel emo and mad over silly things. Maybe it's just me. Am I being too emotional and making a big fuss over small things? I don't know and I'm trying to find the answer as well. Hope it works out. Will talk it through.

So much has been happening to me until I feel I just want to take a break and I'm kinda regretting why in the first place I signed up for this. Why did I become a nurse T_T

But then again...

That's not stopping me from advancing in this field. I'm gonna stay strong and soon, all this will be just a phase. I will persevere and move on in order to make my dreams come true. I know I will and I know I can do it.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

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Hi there peeps...

Have been MIA for quite some time. Thanks to darling I'm now able to go online everyday. Hehe. Well, holidays are over and it's now time to face the reality of life - WORKING time begins!!!

Really feel quite touched that mummy did so much for me during the time I went back, though it wasn't long but it was really nice when mummy baked me a cake. cooked me what I wanted to eat, bought me this and that. Basically she was my "ah mat", fetching me to and fro whenever I want to go out. Didn't even go to Singapore (I forgot to bring my passport out when I came back -_-) or go down to JB. Just stayed at home and became a "guai guai lui". LOL! I ate so much at home and got fat. Sobz! Miss the days when I had one of those small little tiff with my younger sis. Don't know when I'll have the chance to go back again but I promised mummy I will come back more often. Must keep my promise. Love my family so much. I think the 3 years I am here really changed me a lot. I have become someone who treasures bond - be it with family or friends. And I have grown much more mature in the sense that I see things from a different perspective. Have also learnt to let go and not holding on to something which wasn't mine in the first place, forgive and forget.

Came back a few days earlier to KL to spend time with The One. Hehe! Guess I don't need to spell it out for all those who already know who is "The One". Had a great time and thank you so much for everything darling. Have never gone on a holiday for such a long, long time. Love you dear :) Though things may not go the right way for me but with you around, you always make things right again. Thanks for being such a great listener and being there for me when I really need someone.

I uploaded some of the pics I took while I was on holiday in Friendster. Quite lazy to post pics up now. Somehow I feel I have lost the ability to blog like before. Maybe because I have found someone who listens to me a lot. Maybe because I have relinquish the bond with my dear friends who I have neglected before in the past. Maybe because I just feel so comfortable talking to people rather than typing it out now. Is that a good or bad thing? You be the judge.

Evelyn
21
1 May 1987

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