trinity megan

.Thursday, March 27, 2008 ' 10:29 PM Y

TRINITY MEGAN

Let us see how this gal fare during this ordeal of a time she went through. It's been a week! And she is surviving it and getting stronger. First of all, she would like to thank all those who cares and were there for her throughout.

1. She has regained her appetite slowly, but stomach problems still persist though. Not major ones, minor ones such as flatulence and on-off nausea.

2. She smiles, laughs, jokes and is slowly becoming her usual bubbly and crazy self. Friends who are in the dark of this ordeal didn't realize that she had a break up.

3. She sleeps better now but dreams still come knocking on her door every other time.

4. She chats with people not just about emotional stuffs but about other stuffs such as exams and funny things.

5. Finally, she has learnt to let go and move on.

Bravo to her!!! Put your hands together for her!!!

P/S: I wanna watch 27 Dresses. Anyone wanna date me?

P/P/S: Wifi expiring soon so which means I won't be able to update this blog often. Don't know when will be online again but I hope not too long for sure!

.Monday, March 24, 2008 ' 1:19 PM Y

TRINITY MEGAN

Here comes the part of my tedious and super-intensive 3 years course. Finals is coming in 3 weeks!!!

And as if that is not worse enough, practical exam is next Monday! I have always been scared and super nervous about practical exam. It is conducted whereby we are given 5 minutes to complete a certain nursing procedure, for example, injection. I always get the jitters especially when some fierce-looking examiner is looking at me and scrutinizing my every steps and it doesn't help when my hands shake and my legs feel like jelly. LOL!

I'm quite worried as I feel we don't have sufficient time to practice all the procedures learnt in 3 years. Where got time to practice enough? I hope I will pass. Keeping fingers crossed...

This 3 weeks is very important because most of us don't study. Haihz! Anyway, Ms. Ngu told us something really encouraging which is if we get the concept right, we don't have to study like mad. Hehehe...

That is what I do.

Wish me luck people...

.Friday, March 21, 2008 ' 11:56 PM Y

TRINITY MEGAN

I may be heartbroken but I will pick up the pieces and move on. I know I'm strong enough for this.

Thanks to all those who cared. I will move on...

. ' 12:05 AM Y

TRINITY MEGAN

To all those who cared, I am officially taking a break...

Apparently, you don't like to be tied down but you claimed you do.

And, you claimed you know how needy I am but you do not do what you are supposed to, even though you tried.

I can't help but feel that you are playing with my feelings.

You don't like me viewing clothes blog but you still let me to.

You don't like me being emotional but when I wanna fix things, you do not respond.

But I can forgo all that....I can change for your sake. You don't like me doing this, I won't do. But why do you have to lead me on? Especially at this time. I have exams too, not just you.

.Thursday, March 20, 2008 ' 8:28 PM Y

TRINITY MEGAN

No tears...but tears well in my eyes

The last time I remember myself crying so badly is when someone hurts me pretty badly...

This time, my gut feeling told me that it's not looking good. All negative thoughts come to me and I am really very foolish to be this way.

However, I still am keeping my fingers crossed. I hope the faint glimmer of hope and positiveness will be bright again even with this turmoil.

Thanks to all those who have called me and offer advice and words of comfort. Love you guys and gals!!!