.Friday, January 18, 2008 ' 11:33 PM Y
TRINITY MEGAN
Those words are what I have been telling myself in the course of this whirlwind 3 weeks. I can't wait to end this semester as it is full of ups and downs. The downs really get to me badly. The bickering and emotions in a turmoil goes on - but I am still hanging on, staying strong. Life goes on. No setbacks can tear me apart. That is what I told myself.
Eunice used to say that I am a person with strong personality and nothing, virtually, technically, realistically will get me down. I thought I am what she said too. But am I still? I wish I still am.
Because I need to hang on. Because I am a strong woman. Because life is not about giving in to some minor setbacks. Because life is worth living and I should make the best out of mine. I know what I want. I am a go-getter or in other words, "kiasu, kiasi". Nothing will ever get me down.
How many times have I repeated the same phrase? I lost count. I just want myself to get back on my own two feet again and be the once-strong, affirmative. I just need to get through this hurdle and the next 6 months will be OK once again. At least for a while.
Now, dear me, hang on, be strong. You can overcome this.
P/S: My junior asked me whether I get enough rest or not. She commented that I look tired. Which in other words, awful. Sigh!